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My birthday~

6:28 PM, Monday, May 24, 2010

Hey~ Thanks everyone for wishing me happy birthday! And thanks for the presents! I'm happy that you guys remembered my birthday. Thank you so much! So far I received 6 presents and all of them are awesome. Thanks a ton! The first present I received was on Friday. Second one was on Saturday. I still couldn't believe Annie drove to my house and gave it to me. The third one I got was from my sister on Sunday morning. Then fourth one is from Kar Wei. Fifth from Jia Min. And sixth from Natalie. Thanks a lot, all six of you! ^^ You guys made my birthday a memorable one.

St. John! D:

5:58 PM, Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Hey~ Updatez are here! St. John exam's this Saturday. D: After I pass my exam, I get my uniform and my St. John ID card! ^-^ Gosh, wish me luck! CPR's the most important thing I gotta do to pass the test. I don't have much to post, so here's the lyrics to my current favourite song. I know its old, but I LOVE it. ^^

What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Ooohhh....

Hope you guys enjoy it. :]

Waterworks.. :'[

6:15 PM, Monday, May 10, 2010

Hey people~ How're you all? I just go the news that someone in 1 Ixora got H1N1. D: I hope that all of you will be okay. Don't get sick, kay? :[ I'm really worried for all of you. Hopefully, all of you will be safe and healthy. :] So... Today... I thought I was being paranoid and sensitive. I felt like... Someone was avoiding me... And I was right. T.T Why are you ignoring me..? I know you don't even know the reason ... But... It hurts. :[ I'm sorry... But I nearly cried. I beared it, though... Thanks to Jia Min for being there for me and convincing me to hold it back. :]

Sorry... I had to find a place to let it all out.

4:09 PM, Friday, May 07, 2010

If you don't know whats going on in my life, please don't think wrongly about things that you aren't even sure of then tell other people. I'm really upset for what you've done. I keep telling you that I'm okay with it, but I'm not.

Forget that. Its for someone who wants me to tell everything to but doesn't tell me anything cuz she thinks I'll think differently towards those people. Nevermind.. Yesterday was awesome. Dancing is really cool. You all should try it. I'm learning a move from Jia Min. Hopefully I can do that move as soon as possible. But that move's kinda hard. I tried it last time but gave up. Now I'm gonna try again. I promise to learn that move until I can do it like its nothing. :]

Updateeee~

5:15 PM, Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Sorry people! I havent been blogging in such a long time. Well... Its been a month since they left Ixora. I still have a feeling they'll be back soon. Today, my dad got his new car. ^-^ My mom drove it to fetch me from school after St. John today and I couldn't even recogonise it. My sis poked her head out of the car window and yelled:"LENG LUI!!!" == Don't any of you copy her and call me that [being perasan. XD]. So.. Yeah.. Just a short post. Nothing much going on. Kinda excited for tomorrow. Gonna see some people bust some dance moves after school. Take care!

~♥ Messages ♥~

.:You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”:.

~♥ Exits ♥~

.:Those tears will dry completely as time passes by:.

KK~ Miao Miao~ Xiao Di~ Annie~ Leaf~ Misa~ Beek Wen/Sam~ Min Li~ Ben~ En Yu~ Nat CEM~ Lion... RAWR!

~♥ History ♥~

.:Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories:.

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