X .: Emo Side :.~

Big Bang Is ♥!~

6:44 PM, Monday, July 19, 2010

Hey~ Yes, I changed my blog template. :] Big Bang Is ♥!~ Last Friday, my new english teacher, Miss Priya [She's an indian...], made the whole class write an essay. The title is: 'If I could go back to the past, I would want to be...' It has to be more than 150 words. No problem for me. xD Believe it or not, I wrote: 'If I could go back to the past, I would want to be David Archuleta.' xP I was gonna write Michael Jackson, but I'm not much of a fan. I was gonna write about Big Bang, but they're a group. If I wrote about T.O.P, I had to be a good rapper. :X I'm looking forward for this Thursday. :3

♥~ Random Stuff ~ ♥

8:02 PM, Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Hey everyone. This'll be just a short post since I'm just updating you all. :] Today, I noticed that people that I don't know somehow seem to know me. Its because of Him, I'm sure. Geez... Anyways~ I ♥ Thursday. :] Every thursdays, everyone stays back in school for after school electives. We have one hour and twenty minutes for free time before our electives start. But for me, I have one hour and fifty minutes of free time since I'm assigned to the second class in my elective. Usually in that hour and twenty minutes, me and my friends hang out and just enjoy ourselves. I always love Thursdays. I'm looking forward for this Thursday. :] Imma do something I never did in a long time. ;D

Screw. It.

12:49 PM, Sunday, July 11, 2010

Well.. I'm in a bad mood due to my screwed up life. My life isn't that bad. But its still considered as bad. I've done many bad things in my life. I regret doing all those things. Those memories sometimes still haunt me, causing me to feel so screwed up. On Friday, my mom went to get my report card. I got 3 As, 8 Bs and 2 Cs. Cs are, of course, Geography and History. I suck in both of them. So... This morning, I locked myself in 'my room' and studied. Just now, my mom said to me:"You have to start working on geography. Don't think just because its the weekends that means you can go online as long as you want. I think I have to get you more workbooks to do. And don't you talk to me like that. You need to change your attitude. You'll annoy the people around you and you'll never be liked by your friends and have troubles with your boss because your boss won't be able to put up with your black face and your husband will regret being with you."

Screw. Her.

Its my results, isn't it? Why should she care? I study to get the friggin results I want. I wanted to say:" I just studied." But I know she'll say:"Its just a reminder. Don't you talk to me like that. You have to change your rude attitude. And don't give me that face." What am I? 6? I'm old enough to handle my own results. Why can't parents just leave you alone?

I wish you could just care less.

How I feel...

5:54 PM, Friday, July 02, 2010

Hey everyone. :] There's something I need to share with you all. Well... Since I was standard 1, I was never popular or anything. I was once. Standard 3. :] But it was all because of my friends. This year, no change. I'm starting to feel like a loser. But, being a nobody is kind of good. At least no one knows you and talks about you. But I'm sure about something... I'm not popular, pretty or anything like those people in my school. They're popular, good-looking and welcomed by the higher grade students as well. I don't know why, but it feels kinda awful. But lately, I think people are starting to notice me. I think its because of Him. It makes sense though. He's considered as the popular ones because of his happy-go-lucky attitude. :]

~♥ Messages ♥~

.:You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”:.

~♥ Exits ♥~

.:Those tears will dry completely as time passes by:.

KK~ Miao Miao~ Xiao Di~ Annie~ Leaf~ Misa~ Beek Wen/Sam~ Min Li~ Ben~ En Yu~ Nat CEM~ Lion... RAWR!

~♥ History ♥~

.:Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories:.

♥ Day by day 하루하루 ♥ :

♥ Past memories ♥ :

~♥ Credits ♥~

.:I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times:.

This layout is brought to you by melli fluous!
With the help of resources I, II, III, IV, V, VI, VII and VIII.